why.

The thought of not being able to remember things from the past is freaking me out. It has never occurred to me that one day i might like to look back at ol' photos/read ol' journals. I want to look back at those heart-wrenching moments, those despairs, those lonely thoughts, those confusions. I want to look back at the miracles, big or small, God has done for me. I want to read bout those heart-warming moments, those hopeful thoughts, those friendship stories, those certainties.

Reflect on life. that is what i want.