come what may.

so it's confirmed for good. a one-way ticket has been booked. how do i feel? all jumbled up inside.

three agonizing years of much planning, waiting and doubting (occasionally) have come to an end. my parents are relieved, for sure. i'm sure as hell happy that there's a way out out of this country, and yet, i have to admit there's an unsettling feeling bout this.

Help me, Lord.

Even packing seems so hard right now.