destiny?

i thought my strong desire to migrate would never falter,
but taking into consideration how things are right now,
uncertainty has began to seep through.

yet, foreign air and ground are needed to mend whatever that has been broken.

escape sounds too cowardly.

little things

mascara-ed lashes block my vision and make my eyelids work out.
i get broke by mid week, gosh thanks to weekly shopping trips, on land or on line.
i think i wld get a second heartbreak when fuzzy goes over to Scotland in june, sigh.
while walking through bangsar housing area, i suddenly realized that i will miss msia no matter how bad it is.
i haven't been able to catch up on my reading, mom has forbidden me to buy any books because we are migrating.
my mind automatically analyzes the drum beats of every song played now ever since those drumming lessons.
and im happy being happy :).

gosh this is random.